Friday, July 31, 2020

Book Review - Our Fathers; Rebecca Wait

Our Fathers; Rebecca Wait
Europa - 2020

On a quiet, isolated island in Scotland, is a small community where everyone knows everyone else by their names. Twenty years earlier residents were shocked to learn that one of its own, John Baird, killed his wife Katrina, young son Nicky and infant daughter Beth before turning the shotgun on himself.  Middle son Tommy, 8 at the time, was upstairs hiding in a closet when the massacre occurred.  What causes a man to suddenly commit such a horrible act?

Fast forward twenty years and Tommy, has now returned to the island for a visit where his Uncle Malcolm, his father's brother, still lives. Tommy had lived with Malcolm and his now late wife after the incident, until he was old enough to leave the island.  Tommy is seeking answers to the many unanswered questions he has about his parents in the hopes it will ease his troubled soul.  Each day as he speaks with different people who knew his family he begins to see a more completed puzzle of the family he never really knew.

This is a beautifully written and thought provoking look at the human psyche. Tom's character is so finely drawn: quiet, introspective, angry about his past yet reflective. He also loves literature. He's constantly second guessing his past actions; his memory plays tricks on him.

The story is gripping and raw at times, yet so hard to put down. Honestly, this story is so well written, it's my favorite book of 2020 thus far.  I hope you will try it. I borrowed my copy from the library.

a few quotes that stuck with me --
  • "Sometimes Tom wondered if there were other people in the world who carried a burden like his, and if so, how it felt to them, how they could bear it. Some days he wished he was dead, survival had never felt like a blessing."

  • "Tom began to feel the weather was closing in on him.  There were gusts of anxiety moving through his body, but he was only tired he told himself. His sleep had been fitful."

  • "Although her daughter was so young, it was her sons Katrina feared for the most. They were both sensitive, both thoughtful and so considerate of one another that sometimes Katrina felt a lump in her throat when she watched them together. They were not made for conflict, and Katrina knew instinctively that they could never be the kind of sons John wanted.  As they grew older, this would become more and more apparent, and then nothing would protect them from his disappointment.  Katrina knew the chilling quality of this disappointment only too well. Somehow she thought she would have to save them.  But, she knew, hopelessly, that there was no defense against John. Not so long as you were near him."


  1. Your favorite book of the year is a recommendation I can't ignore!

  2. Haven't heard of this book or author before. It sounds like a book I'd enjoy.

  3. Excellent review. I think I have to read this one.

  4. Sounds first I thought the surviving kid may have done the crime. But at eight? Doesn't sound like it.

  5. Love a recommendation stated... my favorite of the year so far! Writing it down! Thanks!

  6. This sounds intense, but really interesting.

  7. Wow, when you mention 2020 favorite, I'm all ears. Thanks for the heads up!

  8. Our library doesn't have this yet :(


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