TITLE/AUTHOR: Sleepless Nights; Elizabeth Hardwick
PUBLISHER: New York Review Book Classics
YEAR PUBLISHED: 1979 (reprint - 2001)
GENRE: Fiction (partially autobiographical)
FORMAT: print/trade paperback PP/LENGTH: 128 pp.
SOURCE: my shelves/purchased
SETTING(s): US: Kentucky, NY, Maine, Vermont, CT and Europe
ONE SENTENCE SUMMARY: An elderly woman writes the story of her life through memories.
BRIEF REVIEW: My first book of 2021, just 128 pages, was not the kind of story I'm normally drawn to, but it was one that I enjoyed reading. It was written by the author when she was 63 years old and is partially autobiographical.
Intro paragraph --"It is JUNE. This is what I have decided to do with my life just now. I will do this work of transformed and even distorted memory and lead this life, the one that I am leading today. Every morning the blue clock and the crocheted bedspread with its pink and blue and gray squares and diamonds. How nice it is--this production of a broken old woman in a squalid nursing home. The niceness and the squalor and sorrow in an apathetic battle--that is what I see. More beautiful is the table with the telephone, the books and magazines, the Times at the door, the birdsong of rough, grinding trucks in the street."
From her Kentucky childhood, one of nine children to grad school at Columbia in NY we get a feel for the old smoky jazz clubs of NY and long gone hotels of years passed. Traveling to her large summer home in Maine and to stays in Boston, Vermont, Connecticut and Europe we follow her life, her friends, her experiences in an unsentimental sort of way.
The story is very visual, the writing excellent, it almost had a dreamlike quality at times. Although the writing style was a bit unconventional, it felt all the more personal to me, like I was an old friend that she was reliving her past experiences with. I'm happy I started the New Years with this book from my shelves. -- quite, reflective, memorable.
RATING: 4.5/5 stars
MEMORABLE QUOTES:
"Darwin wrote someplace that suffering of the lower animals throughout time was more than he could bear to think of."
" Divorces and separation - that is one way to get attention. Everyone examines their own state and some say: strange, they were much happier than we are."
On deciding to sell her large home in Maine ----"For the rest of loss, perhaps my memories betray me a little and bleach the darkness of the scene, the agitation of the evenings. I am aware as anyone of the appeal, the power of the negative. Well, we go from one graven image to the next and, say what you will, each house is a shine."